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Worth it?

Was it really worth the wait? I ask myself that today as I clean, cook and decorate the tree in anticipation of the arrival of Jesus. I say it certainly was, even though I feel like I’ve been operating at full throttle the entire season of Advent.

This year I participated in more prayer groups than in years past – each with it’s own agenda for Advent. In addition to all that, I committed to writing a reflection here everyday. There were Monday afternoon and evening commitments, Wednesday mornings and evenings, Friday mornings and Sunday evenings.

Wait how?

I’d wake up every morning to pray, meditate and read Scripture. I’d start thinking about my reflection and some days I was inspired immediately. Other days I was preoccupied with other responsibilities and I didn’t get to write until later in the evening.

So this Advent, while I “waited” to decorate and focused my attention on the reason for the season, it felt like a whirlwind. But I wouldn’t change it for the world because my relationship with the Lord has grown so much deeper. My desire to devour Scripture seems insatiable.

miracles happen

Last year I waited until Christmas Eve to get a tree. Not the best idea, everyone was sold out. I initially had to settle for a Walmart special which left much to be desired and then………….a Christmas miracle – my husband found a beautiful tree on the side of the road near his job site. It was beautiful and when he got it home we realized it came with a star and an angel ornament. A gift and blessing from God? I would like to think so.

This year, we waited until December 22 to pick up a tree. They weren’t sold out but the pickings were slim for sure. So we got one of the smallest trees we’ve ever had, but what could we do, right?

I have to admit, I was a little disappointed at first. Then I remembered Mary and Joseph in Bethlehem – relegated to a cave to birth the Savior of the world. I wondered if they were disappointed or if they were simply joyful for the miracle about to unfold.

As I sat back on my couch and looked at the tree, I was reminded of the Holy Family. In that moment I realized the beauty of waiting. Every year is different and every year I’m open to the possibility that a miracle may happen. I let what’s happening happen.

So grateful

As I wrap up my daily reflections this Christmas Eve, I am so grateful for the past few weeks and how everything turned out. No control, no desire to control, just focused on Christ as my center, knowing He is with me. I know He will provide. So, was it really worth the wait? As tired as I am, I say heck yeah!

Thank you all for your prayers this Advent. I know it’s what kept me going because there were days I felt I was running on empty! I’m so grateful for your support. Wishing you a Christmas filled with the joy felt by Mary and Joseph at the birth of their newborn Son. God bless you!

When the sun rises in the morning sky, you will see the King of kings coming forth from the Father like a radiant bridegroom from the bridal chamber.

Today I want to share a little something about what I changed of my routine this Advent.

When I first got married, we were one of those couples that ran out the weekend after Thanksgiving, bought a tree and decorated our living space for Christmas. By the time Christmas actually arrived, we were already tired of looking at the tree and decorations. Although we always waited until January 6, we couldn’t wait to take everything down, put it away and get back to “normal.” As the years pass, we no longer worry about decorating right after Thanksgiving. As a matter of fact, we usually wait until the beginning of December to start decorating and we start with lights outside the house. By mid-December, we’re all done with decorating outside and in. This year, however, I really wanted to focus on “waiting” aspect of Advent – I wanted to enjoy the season of Advent, as opposed to rushing the arrival of Christmas.

Many years have passed since our first Christmas as a married couple – 20 years to be exact. I always felt inspired to follow the traditions of my faith, like having an Advent wreath or a Jesse tree – but my Christmas prep always got in the way. I always lost sight of the REAL “preparation” I was supposed to be participating in. This year I vowed to not let that happen. I vowed that I was going to research the traditions, to understand the meaning behind them, so I could participate fully. So here we are, one week before Christmas – not one gift has been purchased and my Christmas tree is still at the tree farm. My focus has been waiting, anticipating and preparing my heart for Christmas in a way that really matters. My Advent wreath is displayed and used everyday and my Jesse tree is up with a new ornament added everyday after I read the scripture verse associated with it.

How is this year different as a result of these subtle changes? Today I woke up with a feeling of excitement over the coming week and what it represents. I realized that the joy and excitement come as a result of my preparation. This year Christmas didn’t creep up on me because I wasn’t distracted with the scurrying and shopping and decorating. I spent my Advent truly remembering the “reason for the season.” As I mentioned earlier, in the past I’d be ready to put everything away by now. This year I can’t wait to start putting everything up. I’m aware of the symbolic meaning behind each thing – the Christmas tree, the Advent wreath, the Jesse tree, the O Antiphons. I want to KNOW and understand why we do the things we do – as Christians, as Americans, as humans. Focusing on understanding has made this year’s “holy day” season that much more special for me.

What have I learned? what have I taken the time to understand?

Christmas tree: there are many different stories about how the tradition came about. One story says the Christmas tradition was begun as a result of the actions of St. Boniface. In an effort to do away with pagan worship in his time, he chopped down an oak tree that was used for worship by the pagans. When he did that, a fir tree sprouted from the root of the oak tree symbolizing the triumph of Christian worship over paganism.

Advent wreath: evergreen – eternity; circle – God’s unending love for us. 4 candles representing the four weeks of Advent. Each week represents a thousand years for the four thousand years from Adam and Eve to the birth of Christ. There are three purple candles and one pink. The first week we light a purple candle which represents peace, the second week another purple candle which represents hope, the third week a pink candle representing joy and the fourth week another purple representing love. Finally, on Christmas we can light a white candle in the middle, representing Jesus, the light of the world. You can click here to get even more details and prayers to use with an advent wreath.

Jesse tree – taken from Isaiah 11:1 “a shoot shall sprout from the stem of Jesse”- the tree represents the family tree of Jesus – ornaments with symbols from scripture, starting in Genesis with the story of creation and ending in the New Testament with the birth of Christ. This devotion takes us through the Bible from the beginning and ends with the placement of an ornament at the top of the tree on Christmas eve, representing Christ, our Savior. It includes the reading of a relevant scripture verse each day and the placement of one ornament on the tree a day.

O Antiphons – a tradition that is over 1000 years old. In anticipation of Christ’s coming, beginning the week before Christmas, we pray an antiphon each day which invokes the coming of Christ. The Antiphons reflect the different names associated with Jesus (O Sapientia (wisdom), O Adonai (Sacred Lord), O Radix Jesse (flower of Jesse’s stem), O Clavis David (key of David), O Oriens (radiant dawn), O Rex Gentium (king of all nations), O Emmanuel (God with us)) . One fascinating thing of this tradition is that if you take the first letter of the name used each day and read them backward from Christmas Eve they spell “ero cras” which means “I come tomorrow.” Jesus’s response, on Christmas Eve, to our week long invocation ! Today’s Antiphon is O Wisdom.

I think it’s important to remember that even though retailers want us to believe the Christmas season starts shortly after Halloween, the truth of the matter is the Christmas season does not start until Christmas Day. We all know the famous song The 12 days of Christmas, right? Well, those 12 days span from December 25 – January 6, the Feast of the Epiphany or Three King’s Day! If you’ve been caught up in all the hustle and bustle, it’s not too late to take a break to focus on the reason for the season. Let’s call on Christ to help us find our way.

O Wisdom, O holy Word of God’s mouth, You govern all creation with your strong yet tender care. Come and teach us all the ways that lead to life! Amen. God bless you!