The fact that I am is amazing and wonderful. I can move about,
I can think, love, and choose. I can grow- in wisdom.
I am yours, God,Your beloved child.
Gifted as You see fit,
For sharing, For loving,
For bearing. In utter reliance on You;
In trust,Totally secure,
Totally loved, Totally yours.
written by Sr. Virginia Flagg, MM
I recently came across this poem, written by a MaryKnoll sister. Wow! Wow! Wow! Sooooo rich. I can go on for days meditating on this poem. Each phrase rich with meaning, steeped in Scripture and thought provoking possibility.
The fact that I am is amazing and wonderful – How did I get here? Why am I here? Where am I going? The answers lie in Psalm 139:For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful,I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. How precious to me are your thoughts,God! How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand— when I awake, I am still with you. If only you, God, would slay the wicked! Away from me, you who are bloodthirsty! They speak of you with evil intent; your adversaries misuse your name. Do I not hate those who hate you, Lord, and abhor those who are in rebellion against you? I have nothing but hatred for them; I count them my enemies. Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.
I can move about, I can think, love and choose – we all know God created us with free will, our freedom and personal responsibility to choose between right and wrong. Lord knows it’s free will that gets us into trouble most of the time. It is through free will that we think before we choose and it is God’s hope that we choose love!
I can grow in wisdom – the more we grow in love, the more we are open to being led by the source of all wisdom, the Holy Spirit, our advocate and guide.
I am yours, God, Your beloved child – when I think of being a beloved child of God, I breathe a sigh of relief. Our almighty Father – watching out for me! Wow! Scripture says, unless you become like a little child you will not enter the kingdom of heaven – a reminder to us to remain humble and to not get sucked into “the ways of the world.”
Gifted as you see fit – we each have different gifts but are part of the same body, the mystical body of Christ. We all have something to contribute, have you figured out what that is for you?.
For sharing – we are encouraged to share our gifts and talents, to share our faith. Think about what this means for you and make a conscious effort to start sharing, if you haven’t done so already.
for loving – we are called to love our neighbor, the second greatest commandment. This is easier than you might think, all it requires is an open heart. If today you hear His voice, harden not your hearts – Psalm 95.
for bearing – we are expected to bear wrongs patiently. Tough one for sure. Are you up for the challenge? We are all works in progress. What a great feeling to witness the changes and growth of one’s own spirit. Journaling is a great way to keep track of your progress.
In utter reliance on you – with all the things we are called and expected to do in our humanity, we are aware of our weaknesses and limitations and we rely on God for the strength to persevere in all things, for NOTHING is impossible with God.
In trust, totally secure, totally loved, totally Yours – We are totally His when we put all our trust in Him. When we are totally His – through our surrender – we can rest secure in the knowledge that He loves us unconditionally. “He’s got this!” As St. Augustine once said: My soul is restless until it rests in You! God Bless you!
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